Death Trick - Stevenson Richard - Страница 15
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"I can see that you're very fond of him."
He tensed. "Maybe I am. You really would not understand."
"Would it help if I told you that I'm gay, too?"
"A gay—detective?"
He looked at me as if I'd told him I were a homosexual table lamp.
"I'm sure there are others. I've met two. Generally they don't announce it. It's been changing a little, but law enforcement is not one of the nation's bastions of enlightened social thought."
"That's funny," he said mirthlessly. "A fag real detective. I knew some of the TV detectives were gay." He mentioned a famous television sleuth who had once passed through Albany and caused a sensation at the Bung Cellar when it was still Mary-Mary's. "But he's just an actor," Zimka said glumly, "not a real detective. Actually, I probably should have done that
myself. Been an actor. I'm a pretty good one—Billy could tell you about that." A hurt, bitter look.
"It sounds like a complicated relationship you have with Billy. Complicated and very close."
He sat motionless for a long time, blinking and breathing heavily. Then, his voice breaking, just barely audible, he said: "I love him."
He pressed his forehead hard against his knee and shut his eyes tightly. The hand with the cigarette was up next to his ear, and I watched it, afraid his hair might catch fire. The smoke curled up through a shaft of dusty sunlight coming in through a window with plastic sheeting over it.
I said, "Are you and Billy lovers?"
He looked up at me with wet, angry eyes. "That's not what I said. I said I love him."
"Right. I get your meaning. That's hard."
He said, "Yes. It is." He got up and stubbed out the cigarette in the dish full of butts. "You want a white? I could use one."
"How about a beer? It's hot again."
He went to the kitchen and came back with a Schlitz for me, a glass of water and a white pill for himself. A church key was on the end table, and he opened the bottle.
"This is a treat," I said.
He sat on the plastic chair, popped the white, and washed it down. Then he lit another cigarette.
"You know where he is," I said. "Don't you?"
He closed his eyes and shook his head. "No. I don't know where Billy is. I wish I did. Maybe I'd go there. Though I guess I wouldn't."
"But you know he's not in Albany."
"Billy's somewhere a long way from here. I know that. I lent him the money."
"The morning it happened?"
"Early in the morning. He came over here." He gave me a hard, questioning look. "You know, I don't even know you, do I? How do I know I can trust you?"
"You don't know. It's a risk you're taking. You strike me as someone who takes risks."
He laughed sourly. "Yeah. I do. Look—if—if I tell you what I know—will you give Billy something from me when you find him?"
"Sure."
"You promise?"
"I promise."
"And you won't tell the police?"
"I will not."
He sighed. "Okay," he said, working up to it, shifting, putting his feet on the floor. "Okay." He sucked on the cigarette. "This is what happened. As far as I know, this is what happened. I don't know all of what happened, right?"
He waited.
"Right," I said. "Just what you know."
"Okay. Okay, then. Well—around six that morning Billy came and banged on my door. I almost didn't wake up—I'd had a busy night." He gave me a look, and I acknowledged it. "Anyway, I let him in, and I could tell he was nervous and scared. He said—he said somebody had stabbed the guy he went home with—some new guy he met out at Trucky's—and the guy was dead. That he'd felt his pulse and he was sure the guy was dead."
"Billy saw the stabbing?"
"No. He didn't say that. But I guess he didn't see it, because he didn't know who had done it."
"A threesome. Maybe they'd picked up a third guy on the way to Kleckner's place."
"Billy didn't mention that. I don't think he would've, anyway. Billy's pretty straight in a lot of ways."
"How could he not see it happen if he was there?"
"Well, he must've—I don't know. Maybe he'd gone out."
"At five in the morning? And then come back?"
"You don't believe me."
"I believe you. What else did he say? Try to remember his words."
"He just said, 'Steve is dead, the poor guy is dead, and they're going to think I did it.' He said, 'They're going to try to lock me up.' He said that about a hundred times, I think. 'Shit, they're gonna lock me up and throw away the key! They're
gonna zap me good!' Billy was really freaking out, and by that time I was starting to feel pretty freaky, too."
"Had Billy been locked up before?"
"I think so. I don't know. He would never talk about it. Whatever it was."
"So he came here and said these things. What happened then?"
"He wanted me to lend him money."
"What for?"
"Well, for plane fare, what else?" A sharp, hyped-up tone now—the dexie had reached his bloodstream.
"Did you lend it?"
"Of course."
"How much?"
"All I had. Almost two-forty."
'Two hundred forty dollars? You keep a good bit of cash around."
"I deal. Grass, some hash, pills. And I hustle." He waited for me to react; I didn't.
"Where was Billy planning on flying to?"
"He wouldn't tell me. He said he had friends who he knew would help him, but they wouldn't want anybody to know where they were."
"What else did he say about them? These friends."
"That's all."
"What happened next?"
"I drove Billy to New York. He asked me to."
"New York City?"
"La Guardia. He was afraid he might see somebody he knew at the Albany airport. We stopped over at his place first and he brought a suitcase."
"What kind of car do you have? Describe it." I thought I believed him, but any kind of verification of his story wasn't going to hurt.
"I don't have a car. A guy I know lets me use his sometimes."
"At that time of day?"
"If I ask, this guy helps me out. He likes me. Do you?"
"Sure. I like you. Who's the owner of the car?"
Zimka rolled his big, drugged eyes. "You've heard of him. But I'm sure he'd prefer I didn't mention his name." He giggled.
"So you picked up the car."
"I called my friend first and then I walked over and got the car—this guy's place is right over by the park on Willett—and then we picked up Billy's suitcase and drove out to the Thruway."
"What did you talk about during the ride down?"
"Us. We talked about us."
"You and Billy."
"Yeah. Me and Billy. I told him how I felt about him. For the first time I told him how much he meant to me."
"Was he surprised?"
"Shit, no. He knew. Nobody could experience what I've experienced with Billy and the other person not know. There's sex, and then there is—mak-ing lov-v-v-ve." He impersonated Marlene Dietrich.
"In my experience it's not always that clear-cut," I said. "Are you saying that in bed you were making love and Billy was just getting it off?"
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