Arsen: a broken love story - Asher Mia - Страница 25
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“Yep. Always. And let me tell you, the more pissed off you get them, the hotter the make-up sex is after.”
I shake my head and continue staring at my reflection in the mirror. “Okay, I get it. But this isn’t a skirt. It’s more like a scrap of cloth!” I show her the way the skin-tight skirt is hugging my hips. I’m wearing leather glued to my ass, a pretty cream blouse with black lace applications and my black riding boots.
Okay, it actually doesn’t look that bad. But I feel naked.
Morgan laughs, making her blue eyes sparkle. “Well, I think you look super hot in that outfit. You’re not only going to have Ben drooling after you, but probably Julian and some of the other guys too. You have so much to work with, you know? You’re naturally very pretty without any make up, so wait until after I’ve done your eyes and applied some blush. Poor Ben, I already feel bad for him.”
Groaning, I close my eyes and let her play with me like a Barbie doll. I mean she already dressed me and did my hair. Why not let her do my make up? Besides, I have to admit, it’s kind of fun.
While she “beautifies” me, I decide that my outfit is the least of my problems. I need to speak to Ben. So, I let the subject drop and stay in her clothes. The girl staring back at me doesn’t look like girl next door Cathy at all. She is beautiful in an airy, ethereal kind of way. Opening my eyes wide and closing the space between the mirror and myself, I take a real look at myself.
“Wow, Morgan. I love it! I look so different,” I pause, “I look so pretty! Thank you!”
I turn to face her with a big smile on my face. She looks very pleased with herself.
“You’re welcome! But I didn’t do anything really. All I did was bring out your natural beauty. I told you I had a lot to work with. Anyway, stop looking at yourself. It’s you, you hot lil’ piece of ass!”
She giggles as she grabs me by the elbow, walking us to the door. “Oh. MAHHHH. GAWWWD! I cannot wait to see Ben and Julian’s faces when they see you.”
Feeling lots of butterflies in my stomach as we make our way to the main living room, I let fate decide what’s in store for me.
I truly hope that Ben is it.
I feel Julian’s hands circling my waist as we dance to Santeria by Sublime. Could this grinding of bodies even be called dancing? I’m not sure, so I just play along. Julian told me to trust him, so I am. The closeness of our bodies should bother me, I mean, I’d be surprised if you could see a sliver of light between us as we dance, but the brotherly smile on his face reassures me that this is all for show and nothing more.
After Julian scans the room, nodding to people who are trying to catch his attention, his eyes return to watch me, never leaving mine again. Dancing, we get lost in the music and let the beat of the melody guide our every move. When Caress Me Down starts playing, Julian’s hands pull me closer to him as he moves his legs in between mine. Instinctively I wrap my hands around his neck as we sway our hips to the rhythm of the song; our bodies so close that I can feel the heat of his body radiating through his jeans.
Shit.
This feels totally different from the dance before. It’s more intimate. I know it must look worse than it is because we’re attracting a lot of attention. I’m beginning to feel quite uncomfortable with the way we are dancing.
Damn it.
I look around the room as I put some space between our bodies and try to find the reason why I’m here in the first place. I don’t see him anywhere, and I am starting to really freak out now.
Where is Ben?
When I first started dancing with Julian, my gaze landed on an angry pair of brown eyes. Ben was staring at me, unsmiling, but Julian asked me a question, causing me to turn away. After I’d answered him, I glanced over my shoulder, but Ben was no longer staring at me. In fact, he didn’t look my way once after that. When the second or third danced ended, I watched Ben disappear with a gorgeous brunette.
Which brings me to this moment.
Where is he?
Imagining him with her is driving me mad with jealousy. I feel sick to my stomach, but I got myself in this situation, didn’t I? I can see why Ben won’t even come looking for me. Why he’s probably hooking up with someone so much prettier than I am. I feel angry tears pooling in my eyes.
He must be disgusted with me.
I hate this.
I deserve whatever is coming my way. I have no one else to blame but my childish behavior.
Shit.
Without giving it another thought, I decide to go in search of Ben and put a stop to this stupid game. I just hope that Ben believes me and I’m not too late. Turning to look at Julian, guilt flowing out of my pores, I stand on my tip-toes to speak in his ear.
“Julian, I’m sorry. I can’t do this. If all these people already think something is going on between us or is about to happen, I can only imagine what Ben must be thinking. Please, let me just go look for him.”
“Are you sure? I think we’re on the right track. He should be coming to beat the living daylights out of me anytime now.”
I shake my head. “No, Julian. He left with a tall brunette before.”
“What the fuck? I didn’t see him leave,” he exclaims.
“He left about two or three songs ago.” My stomach hurts just thinking about what he could be doing right now.
After a couple seconds, Julian asks, “What did she look like?”
I swallow hard. “A tall brunette, skinny, big boobs, beautiful.”
“Fuck!” he pins me down with his stare.
I think I already know who she is, but I still need him to confirm it. “I-Is that Ashley?” I ask, breathlessly.
Julian clenches his jaw and nods once.
Feeling like the air is knocked out of my lungs, I stare at the dance floor before I meet his gaze once more. “This is enough. I can’t do this anymore.”
“Hey. He’s going to come back. You’ll see.”
I shake my head, “I know it’s just dancing, but I feel sick to my stomach. I don’t want him to get the wrong idea. Please,” I beg, “I just need to go find him and try to explain everything. I just can’t do this. I just can’t.”
Julian immediately lets my body go, a tender expression in his eyes. “It’s okay. Go. Or would you like me to go find him for you? Try to talk some sense in him?”
“No. This is my battle to fight. I got myself in this mess, and I’ve already dragged you deep enough. I’m not sure if I’ll still be here after tomorrow, but truly, thank you for caring and for listening to me. Ben is so lucky to have you as a friend.” I kiss him on the cheek, then turn away from him.
Julian pulls me back. “He’s very lucky. You know, I wasn’t joking about poaching before, but damn if I’m not tempted at this moment. I like you. I hope you both work it out because I have a good feeling about the two of you together.”
Smiling, I nod.
“Cathy…”
“Yes?”
“If things with Ben don’t work out, you know where to find me.” Julian smiles, making his blue eyes sparkle.
Breaking into a laugh, we hug each other one last time before I make my way to find what I hope is forgiveness and my future.
Even if I have to beg on my knees.
For Ben, I would do that and more.
As soon as I’m standing in the empty hallway, I feel a pair of large hands wrap around my waist.
“Mmmhmm…bored with Julian already?”
Ben’s voice sends shivers running down my spine.
“No. You know I’m not interested in anyone but you...” I try to move away from his hold, but he tightens his grasp, making me wince in pain.
“Bullshit. I saw the way you were dancing with him, and the only reason I didn’t beat the shit out of him is because—”
“Stop! Let go of me so I can explain to you what happened.”
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